September 18th, 2004



I went to bed very late this night, around 2:30 am, and I couldn't fall asleep. Or, rather, I could, but not in a normal way. I was both wide awake, fully consious of my breathing, tossing and turning, hearing all noises, I even looked at the alarm clock to see what time it was once. At the same time I was having dreams - bright, colorful dreams, with sounds and everything, just like normal dreams. Both at the same time.

At least, I knew what was real and what wasn't. Perhaps, schizophrenia starts when you no longer know...

That shows you how dangerous it is to study pharmacology for hours in a row into the wee hours of the night :)
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