September 21st, 2004

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It's autumn again

Autumn always makes me want to grab my purse and run - anywhere. In the autumn I feel the ties that bind me to the place I live at most acutely, and want to tear them the most. Unfortunately, the chains hold fast...

It is the time of doubts for me, doubts about myself and my choices. I know very well why I chose pharmacy, when my true love is languages. I could not be brave enough to follow my dreams and thus I am paying the price of my choices. Normally I like pharmacy, but not now...

I will still manage to combine pleasant and useful... Whatever happens, it will all be well. I was always able to find the best way out of everything, and I am not going to change now.