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Ad Majorem Annae Gloriam

I need to relax after work.
A person with a transfer AND an insurance issue came up six minutes before we closed, so we were 15 minutes late closing up. Grrr.

(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex

(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex

(x) Slept for more than 12 hours - probably, once or twice, though I usually sleep ten or less. I often pretend to be asleep when I am actually not...

(x) Missed a week of school or more - I studied when I did. Sometimes. Though my grades never suffered. :p

( ) Put chap stick on more than 5 times in an hour - once every couple hours is enough

( ) Kissed more than one person in a day...

( ) Kissed more than two people in a day... - I am not a very touchy-feely person.

( ) Created a myspace survey

(x) Eaten a worm - the tiny ones that live in raspberries, a couple times, I am sure.

( ) Jumped on a trampoline

( ) Ridden a unicycle (and it hurt)

(x) Done something special for someone else

( ) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant... - no, but I accidentally took a couple sauce cups from a nice restaurant...

( ) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food restaurant

( ) on a test Got caught for cheating - never got caught... though I cheat rarely.

( ) Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom

( ) Brushed your teeth while on the phone

( ) Worked in fast food...

(x) Written a poem - plenty of them, in several different languages

( ) Randomly called people out of a phone book...

( ) Lied to a friend to make them feel better...

( ) Had a dream about a myspace friend...

(x) Fallen in public... - oh yes. More than once.

(x) Killed an animal... - small pests. Nothing big.

(x) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor at and had to take them all at the same time

(x) Wished you were an only child - I AM an only child. And happy that way.

(x) Been unproud of a decision you made... - oh yes. Though I never regret any decisions I make, some I am less than proud of. Though they are always the best I could do in that particular situation.

(x) Worked for a family member - when I was very little.

(x) Been told you were too young... - as recently as a couple months ago, when an old man told me I was too young to know about all these meds. I laughed and continued talking.

( ) Kissed a friend, then their best friend

(x) Been to a concert

(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents. - though sometimes one has to wonder, whether they notice but just pretend not to...

( ) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date:'(

(x) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with

(x) Been in a play.

( ) Gone to church more than 3 times in a week

(x) Made a movie. - a stupid one.

( ) Dressed gothic (at least, I don't think I have...)

( ) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing - the fewer, the better. Even on the very cold winter days. One thick layer is better than several thin ones.

( ) Had a stalker

( ) Sat in a doctors office with a friend

( ) Hit on a waitress/waiter

( )Wanted to hit on a waitress/waiter

(x) Taken pictures with a stranger

(x) Stayed in a hotel room with 2-3 other school mates

(x) Been on television

( ) Choreographed a dance.

(x) Had fun at work.

( ) Watched Desperate Housewives.

( ) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word

( ) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD more than once in a day AFTER they were popular - I haven't even listened to them when they were popular.

(x) Kept something from a past relationship (letters, flowers ect..)

(x) Given someone else flowers

(x) Taken a foreign language

(x) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning - yes, for field trip, once. But not otherwise.

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That was amusing and helped calm me down. I have spent the last hour and a half looking at the possible programs of study after I am done with pharmacy school. Call me insane, I have spent the last 16 years of my life as a full-time student, I am guaranteed two more years in this status, I will have the professional degree and be proudly called Dr. L. and yet I am looking for more. I am not yet sure what I want to be when I grow up. I have several options.

- Go and work. Bleh. Walgreen's is OK, but not for the rest of my life.

- Residency, in either drug information or managed care. I could handle that, and it could useful in the future. However, that's not exactly what I want to do in my life.

- Pharmacy Admnistration degree - comes in M.S. or Ph.D. varieties. Of course, if I settle on this option, I will go for Ph.D. Having one doctorate, it's stupid to stay short of one in nother area. However, it doesn't look quite like the area I would like to be in. It's focused more on the management of drug flow on the end-user side rather than the manufacturer/distributor side.

- Fellowship at Rutger's. A good possibilty, one of my preferred ones at the moment, actually.

- Pharmacoeconomics degree - again, either an M.S. or Ph.D. and I would be leaning more towards Ph.D.

- MBA. MBA is a million possibilities in itself. Should it be executive-type MBA after I have worked for a few years (and one can get promoted to pharmacy manager very quickly in retail setting if one is willing to relocate)? Simple MBA? Specially geared for pharmacy MBA offered by some schools? MBA in Marketing or MBA in Management or general MBA? Besides, I have a feeling, that for this degree to be of any value, it should be obtained from a posh university like Harvard. For which, at this stage in life, I have no money. And GPA after pharmacy school is not all that shiny (in the 3.7 range cumulative).

Thus, I am all lost. I have about a year to thihk about it, because I need to start writing out applications in the early fall of 2006. Which won't be easy, as I will be on rotations, and possibly out of town, out of state, and even out of the country.

I don't want to grow up. Can I please shelted from the cruel real world in the safety of thick university walls?