July 20th, 2005


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OK, I am now officially certified in basic life support and AED use by the American Heart Association (valid for two years). I can now cross this off my list.

I feel bad today, inspite of that. Jealous of my friends who seem to be more successful, and lost. I don't yet know what I want to do when I grow up, and whether I will be accepted into programs I would love to get into. Might be just that time of the month... But I can't get this feeling of inadequacy out of my head. Maybe it's because I am not doing what I really want, and thus every obligation I uptake is not something I enjoy but something that will pad my resume. Sometimes, life sucks in unexpected ways...