November 14th, 2005


(no subject)

It got cold, and air smelled of snow tonight, reminding me of home. I thought I almost caught the whiff of fresh bread and smoked fish on it, like on that street leading to my former house... wind brought me greetings from home :).

Sent off another thank-you card today. I have been blessed with meeting so many wonderful people in my life, who have gone out of their way to help me. I don't know if I even deserve half of what people have done for me - after all, I have never been particularly nice person. Which brings me to a moral dilemma (already resolved, as I tend to deal with such issues quickly and ruthlessly). I really, really want to go on IPSF exchage program. However, I also happen to be our school's IPSF chair and there are other people who want to try. Thus, I will be coaching other people on their resume/CV writing skills and application and motivation letter, helping raise my own competition. Yet this is my task, and I shall fulfill it. I have never shied away from duty and I am not going to start now. *this last couple sentences are the attempt by the responsible part of my brain to suppress squeals of "But we hatessss them! We want precioussss for ourselvessss!" by the rest of my personality*. Poor Smeagol... how I understand you now. :D