December 12th, 2006


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I think I have regained focus and clarity of thought. The downside? I think it's because extreme exhaustion and sleep deprivation (try sleeping 5 hours a night average for a month, with last few days being mostly 3-4 hours and constant stress) left my brain incapable of handling more than one thought at any given moment. I am getting headachy in the mornings, though, because of that. At least, I have only three more days of this torture left... Not that I don't like ICU - I have learned a lot, but I am just so tired all the time... I literally cannot last through the rounds, as I start swaying and have to lean on a wall or sit down. I would be miserable working in a hospital, yet I keep getting all those recruiter e-mails about hospital job openings. *eyeroll*

As far as my future, I have narrowed my list down to five programs: BMS & Ortho-McNeil (the ones I really want), Purdue (the one I also like very much), Lilly and Procter & Gamble. Let's see how this plays out.

Also, Christmas cards are all written, the overseas ones will go in tomorrow's mail, the US ones Friday or Saturday (so they don't arrive way too early).

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